O God..............

O God give me courage to fight the inside enemy.

The one that is the cause of my agony.

It’s not an invader or social unrest but,

The lust inside which maligns my heart.

The most devastating threat is the jealousy,

It hampers one’s own legacy.

Only if I can clean my mind from this dirt,

I will be able to save myself from getting hurt.

O God, the almighty. You were the only One,

When no one was around,

All the aggrieved are relieved when they chant your sounds….

Whenever I felt dejected and a near death,

You gave me the courage to take a relaxed breath…..

O God, gave me the courage...............

Who Am I?

In a close friend wedding last night as I put forward my hand to a guest to introduce myself, a simple question struck my mind, "Who am I?"  Am I really that person as I had presented myself as throughout the life with a name given by a close relative and a surname borrowed from family. Answer to the question had been re-injected in our mind so many times that we have restricted our identity to this few letters borrowed name. 

But as I practice a bit solidarity for the night in bed, it didn't let me sleep throughout the night. I kept tossed over to find a simple answer, Who am I? What was the ultimate goal for which life has been put into this skeleton of muscles and bones? Am I anyway near to that supreme motto of life? 

Take a pause and introspect who you are. You are not just the name which is given to you. You are born as a free soul to do whatever you wish, cry or laugh walk or crawl, eat or drink.  But as the life moved on your soul got trapped into the bars put by family, school, college, society and the organisation which gives you paycheck at the month end to keep you slave for their own gains. You just forget your passions, dreams you have seen and just kept getting satisfied like a lion of circus ring. You are not a father, a mother, a son, a daughter or a spouse or a A rated employee of your company. . These are just the worldly tags stuck to you as you pass the various stages of circus of life. 

You are definitely not the one made only to work for a 9-5 job which gives your bread and butter and in turn grinds you between the wheels of  of life as you pass through separate stages of life one by one which ultimately leads you to one inevitable reality of life i.e. death. Before that ultimate power put one last break its still the time to take your own break and find the meaning of life and what you were ought to become and what you have become.  

Life is not just. Everyone doesn't get an equal share of life. Some gets hundred of years others gets only a second. Every person on the earth is born with an untapped potential to achieve something different. Find your calling. Discover your right path and walk on it without giving a damn about the adversaries that may be inflicted upon you till you reach your destination. every morning when you get up, just ask a simple question to yourself, What is that one thing for which you will be remembered for centuries. After years when you lie on your bed taking your last breaths you will regret not the things which you ave done but things which you should have done. 

While most of the persons spend their life only few have the courage to live it. 

SMILE 😇

Smile- A small five letters word but the most powerful tool fully in control of yourself to bring positivity. The smaller the word the more difficult it is to maintain in the current era where everyone is running behind a golden goose. People have no time for themselves let alone others. No matter how busy you are and how bad you feel, the least one can do is to bear a smiling face in all his dealings. It's useful in professional as well as personal front. 

A famous Chinese proverb says'' A shopkeeper who doesn't has a smiling face must not open his shop.'' Smile is the weapon, one can use to win his enemies.  Its value in wining friends is beyond doubt. A single smile like the first ray of Sun is enough to tear apart the dark clouds of gloominess and negativity.

Smile is the most powerful magnet which attracts likewise response. The very first moment you pass a genuine sincere smile to everyone you greet on your way to workplace early in the morning you are bound to start a chain of positivity. Remember the moment when you returned from home last evening completely exhausted and frustrated with your professional life, your 6 months old baby came crawling to you and smiled and you forgot everything but his smile.

A expression is worth thousands words. The face you carry everyday everywhere with you tells all about you. What you think, every relative or business client that meets you would like to see you as a person with gloomy face with lips falling down with grin look or someone with bright eyes, lips making a perfect curve and a happy face. A smiling face give an indication that the person is happy to see others.

As Dale Carnegie (Author of how to win friends and influence people) said in his book there are only two way to forget your worries and be a happy person -:

• Force yourself to smile and to do that Act As If You Are Happy.. While alone sing a song, put smiling face in front of mirror, remember the happiest moment of your life....

• The second one which is also most important is to follow the first one whole heartedly...

Smile is the most efficient and easiest exercise which can work wonder to your glow of face and health both as it involves all the muscles of face. Every year women and men spent a lot of money for cosmetics, surgery etc. just to keep a glowing face which they can get free of cost with smiles. 

So from next time whenever and wherever you go have a smiling face but ensure that its not a insincere grin... Even if you don't feel to have a good smile; remember what Carnegie said ACTS AS IF.......

Beach Life

 One of the most romantic places, witness to the thousands of love stories; some of which just a beginning of a great eternal tale whereas others just part of a journey.My favourite romantic moment ever since I learnt the ABC of love and romance is to walk along the beach with my soulmate hand in hand, watching the lovely sunset at far end of the sea, splashes of sea waves falling on and immersing in sea of love. The scenic beauty of a beach is just beyond description, it’s beyond the imagination and description of common worldly people, even the great poet who are known to personify the beauty of a full moon; the great artist who portrays the feelings and state of life on its canvas find it a herculean task to present the magnificent of beach, the sand coast.

    The significance of a beach is different for different kind of people present there. It’s the single place where u will find the diverse aspects of life, all the age group persons enjoying same thing at the same time in their own way. While at one corner under the tree shed you will find a young couple making promises of life and their aspirations; on the other you can see an old couple sitting on rock, feet tangled in mud relishing the same places where a beautiful story had started decades ago. A family gathering for some fun as well as a bunch of children playing unaware of the ruthlessness of life waiting for them in near future. while at one corner there is a hawker selling “Chat”, “Bhel Puri” to earn some livings and feed family on the other far end a couple makes a sand home of their dream…..

"A long barefooted walk along the beach can alleviate all the adversaries of life and makes one rejuvenated…."

Well Hows It Gonna Start

It took me almost six months to start writing again and more than that almost 9 month to start a new novel; gifted to me by my beloved on our first date. Nothing could be more special than your first present from your beloved specially if it tends to awake the long asleep reader and a writer in one. But its not easy to change a habit unless reminded again and again. Despite her several reminders and the respect for her beautiful present things had not changed as I failed to turn even a single page of it. In between I did read few pages but that too were not enough to bring me to the right track. It is not expectable from  a person who aspires to be a good writer one day. You cant be a good writer unless you are a good reader; the same way You can’t cook a good dish unless you have tasted one. To write something you must know everything about the something you wish to write. One must read all kind of literature available on a particular section before he endeavour to write something related. While I have been aspiring to write a novel since last 5 years I haven’t given even a damn about reading stuff. My journey so far as a novice writer has been nothing but like a breast fed child who is lost in a big fair and knows nothing to whereabouts. Sometimes I wish to write my journey so far which has been surely a struggle of a middle class boy that may be inspirational to depraved; but it appears minuscule compared to what my mother had gone through to put me where I am standing right now. At the same time being at my bloom it’s the time for some romance and I want to write a romantic love story like never before…..

At the moment I have no idea where this quest of mine is going to take me but someday I will surely write something; one day I will come out of my novices and be a well known name just like a seed develops into a well steady tree and give it’s fruits to everyone around…..

I have no idea about the way thoughts are presented; how the transition takes place from virtual to reality and so on; how the well known authors build their image over the years. All I have is a passion to do something; to earn fame; to usher myself into a new era of writers…

All I can do till then is to let go myself along the flow., read as much as possible and learn from great mind around the world. And the journey begins from the same book which has been neglected so far. Its time to take a final call and stand for the cause.